his name popped up during work today. my heart stops everytime i see it. it doesn’t matter that this time the name belonged to a different person. just that its like his.
i want to be able to forgive. i thought i had. or at least was in the process of doing so.
i keep laying it down…and snatching it back from under God’s feet.
how can one name fill me with so much anger and hurt and rage? and why can’t i let it go.



Hey Laura! I wish I had some amazing words of wisdom or sage advice to give you, but I don’t… It just takes time to heal, someday, it won’t hurt so bad…. Just because I’m in Alabama doesn’t mean I can’t talk.. I’m still here if you need me! Call if you want! I love you girlie!
Jennifer